you’re the kind of person I wanna be with when I want to be alone

And I’m back again. It feels good and the sky is blue with bursts of sunshine, winters wink to remind us Spring isn’t far now. As part of my self appointed blogging goals, I have five posts to write this month and this is my second. Something I haven’t done in a while is share with you the “cultural” things I am loving at current. So allow me to take you on a mystical, mostly crime related journey.
Let us begin with Podcasts:
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Serial: I have written about Serial before, the true crime podcast to come from This American Life. The first story was completely immersive and gripping and the second installment proves to be nothing short of that that came before. This time we follow Bowe Bergdahl – a US Army soldier held captive by the Taliban for five years. Bergdahl’s legal case is being tried by ‘general court-martial on charges of desertion and misbehavior before the enemy’. As well as following the case, Serial is giving us someback ground from both Bowe and members of the Taliban.
Undisclosed: This podcast is almost a continuation from Serial’s first season when we learned about Adnan Syed’s case. A more in-depth look at the legal side of Syed’s case and updates on his upcoming hearing. Not quite as narrator fed as its precursor but fascinating to listen to if you, like I, am hooked by this forever contradictory story.
Welcome to Night Vale: I’m not going to lie, this podcast is all kinds of strange, but that’s the charm of it. Reminiscent of War of the Worlds with a whole bunch more satire thrown in for good measure. I am only a couple of episodes into this podcast which is presented like a radio show. Offering you all kinds of weird and wonderful announcements and advertisements as well as news for a deserted desert town. Joseph Fink said that he “came up with this idea of a town in that desert where all conspiracy theories were real, and we would just go from there with that understood.”
The Gilmore Guys: Hilarious podcast hosted by two guys in their early twenties. They have taken it upon themselves to watch all the Gilmore Girls episodes and review them through a podcast. Kevin Porter is a long time fan of the show whilst Demi Adejuyigbe is watching them all for the first time. This podcast largely consists of wild tangents, pop-culture references and Emily Gilmore appreciation. I often find myself laughing out loud when listening. For those of you with a deep love of the Gilmore Girls and for those that have never even watched an episode. If you want to be amused and entertained I cannot recommend this podcast enough. I am currently listening to them work through season three of the show and not once have I been disappointed by the Gilmore Guys.

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Making a Murderer: Netflix’s new true crime ten part documentary is thrilling. I loved every second of it and couldn’t bear for it to end, the ups and downs coupled with the crippling injustice of America’s legal service had me hooked. It is the most compelling true crime series I have watched in a while, and even though I really enjoyed the UK’s offering of The Murder Detectives, nothing has had me glued like this did. It follows the story of Steven Avery after he is released from an eighteen year prison sentence for a rape he never committed. Steven takes the Manitowoc County police to court to sue them for the time he spent in prison for something he never did. The police’s many damning failures become more and more obvious and then all of a sudden Steven is arrested for murder. The story becomes so much more outrageous, desperate and ultimately sad that you won’t want to look away either. I urge everyone to watch this show (especially if you’re a fan of Serial).
And Then There Were None: If you know me/have ever read this blog before, you will probably know what a huge Poirot fan I am. In general I am a sucker for anything Agatha Christie – murders, mystery and set in the 1930s, I want in! So along came the BBC with their three part adaptation of this Christie novel; dark and gripping from beginning to end. An amazing cast with Charles Dance and the ever beautiful Aidan Turner and Douglas Booth. Gorgeous backdrop and set dressing and all of the familiar Agatha Christie masterminded mystery and intrigue.
Scorpion: I have always loved a fluffy ‘consultant for the FBI’ type show. You know the ones, where the consultant is smarter and pithier than their FBI counterpart. When the protagonists have all the access and benefits of being in the FBI without having to stick to all the strict rules of the law. Scorpion follows and rag-tag team of geniuses, a pretty single mother who is not herself a genius, and her exceptionally gifted child. They all band together to help catch criminal masterminds and people in need of rescuing. Action packed, funny and an all round easy watch.
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Shadowhunters, The Mortal Instruments: I read this series of books a while back. They follow a tiny flame haired girl named Clarey, who up until one day thought she was mortal. Oh how she was wrong. The books and subsequent film join Clarey whilst she tries to navigate her way through a world of warlocks, werewolves and demons. High fantasy meets contemporary, I am so excited for the TV series to come to Netflix this month. However, I would definitely recommend reading the books too.
Pretty Little Liars: The impeccably dressed crime fighting, mystery busting ladies are back on Netflix for the second part of series six next week. The new chapter of the show is set 5 years into the future from where we last left off and A was finally revealed (much to the disappointment of many, including myself). I am looking forward to see where the story is taking us next and where all of the girls are now that A is out of their lives.

Films:
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Dear White People: I haven’t watched that many films lately, what with all the podcasts and documentaries, but I did watch this one and I really enjoyed it. A satirical drama, which is beautifully filmed and heavily influenced by Wes Anderson in style. This film follows the building racial tensions at an Ivy League university in America and the reaction once main protagonist Sam White is elected Head of House for Armstrong/Parker – the all black house on campus. The story also follows three other black students and their individual struggles with being black at largely white dominated university. When the son of the schools president and his house come up with a ‘black face’ themed party, tensions boil over and confrontations lead to a fight. Whilst tackling modern day racism this film is also amusing and so beautifully shot. Definitely worth a watch.

Books:
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Fangirl: I was in a reading slump for months and I just could not get into any books, and then I picked up a Rainbow Rowell book and everything changed. Fangirl is the second contemporary YA book that I read by Rowell and I loved it. Following the trials and tribulations of being a bookish introvert, Cath, when first starting university – whilst your identical twin seems to be navigating the new world just perfectly. Then along comes the forever smiling Levi and an unlikely friendship in her gruff roommate and things start change a little for Cather. A fanfic writing wiz, Cath is often stuck in her own head in the world of Simon Snow and Baz. Until the people around her slowly start to expand her world to include Simon, Baz and everyone else. A really lovely read with a follow on book: Carry On, which is the completed work of fanfic that Cath is writing throughout the book.
Eleanor & Park: One of the best books I have ever read. The story follows curvy flame-haired Eleanor and her friendship-turned-romance with a boy called Park. Eleanor’s home life is miserable and her new school is proving hard to fit in at. She doesn’t know how not to stand out as much as she would like to. With her mass of hair and patched jeans, Park would really like her to sit anywhere else on the bus that day. However, the seat next to him and his comic books is the only place left. Eventually the pair become friends and then something more. This book is a beautiful story of a damaged girl finding deep and desperate love with a boy she sits next to on the bus and makes her mix-tapes of The Smiths. Sad and a little haunting, I cannot tell you how much I need everyone to read this book. I cried when I finished it, not because it was sad but because it was over and I related to those characters so much, it was grief I felt when it was over.
Walking on Sunshine, 52 small steps to happiness: This book was a very kind and thoughtful gift from someone who knows I suffer from both anxiety and depression. Filled with short anecdotes/essays from a lady who has also tried to overcome these mental health issues. It’s a book I have dipped in to here and there (the book is split into seasons and then chapters within the seasons) and always found something helpful or at least relatable. I have acquired another breathing technique which has already proved to be helpful. Only a small book it is very manageable and not preachy at all, a gift idea for anyone you know that may suffer with the ‘black dog’ and/or anxiety.
All the Bright Places: I haven’t actually read this book yet, it only turned up on my doorstep this morning and I have been to busy blogging to even open it yet but I am excited to read it. The Guardian pegs it as the next The Fault In Our Stars, and that’s a pretty good hook. The front cover says “The story of a girl who learns to live from a boy who wants to die”. The story and friendship of Violet and Finch begins on the ledge of the school bell tower.
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These are books that I want to read, so I thought I would include a small synopsis of them all.
This is Where it Ends: a contemporary YA novel about a school shooting. This book follows four students throughout the fifty four minutes of a school shooting. I don’t know a whole lot more about it currently but I have an interest in school shootings and the chance to understand them better, even if only fictional, intrigues me. The concept of different characters telling the story of a shooting is similar to one of my favourite books by Jodi Picoult: 19 Minutes.
Maximum Ride Forever: I was very pleasantly surprised when this book was released as I thought the last book was the finale in the story of Max and her gang of human/bird hybrids. The ninth book in the popular YA series sees Max and the flock seeking answers to the post-apocalyptic world they now inhabit. I think I was around fifteen when I started this journey with Max, Fang and the others and I am very excited to read the (hopefully not last) encore to this story.
Dumplin’: A book that is described as “a book for fans of John Green and Rainbow Rowell” instantly has my attention, pair that with the fact the protagonist is a fat girl and I am definitely needing this book. “With starry Texas nights, red candy suckers, Dolly Parton songs, and a wildly unforgettable heroine”. I love the fact that Willodean Dickson is at home in her fat body and knows that all it takes to get a bikini body is to put one on your body. It doesn’t sound like a whiny “I’m fat so I’ll lose weight and then the boys will like me” book. This sounds like an unapologetic self appreciation book and I need it now!

Music:
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Mikky Ekko – Time
Placebo – Every me, Every You
Justin Bieber – Sorry
All very different from one another, so take a listen and let your ears be rewarded with joy.

Wow, that was a rather mammoth post, well done for getting to the end. I hope some inspiration in one or all of these categories was obtained. If anyone else has watched Making a Murderer, please tell me your thoughts, I need to know what other people think. Have you signed the petition?

I’ll dig for water and fashion our very own wishing well

I think by now, if you read my blog on a regular basis, you will know that I like things. I love books, jewellery, music, food and notebooks. This post is a selection of the ten things that I am currently enjoying the most. Just to inject a little lightness back into our lives after last weeks post…I am going to talk about my frivolous spending habit.

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Just before Christmas my father decided that we needed a Sonos speaker in our lives, so went out and bought the Play5 the same night. I cannot tell you how good this speaker is as well as receiving a years free subscription to Deezer when you buy any Sonos speaker. We have spent many a night since listening to music until the small hours with no sign of distortion, no matter how loud you play it. If you’re looking for a good quality wireless speaker and you are willing to spend a little more on it, I cant recommend the Sonos Play5 highly enough. (You must listen to Phil Collins – In the air tonight, they were made for each other).

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Stampers. I love stationary and I’ve been looking for a decent alphabet stamp set that also comes with an ink pad for ages and then I found one. Tiger was the place that realised my dreams and had this awesome wooden stamp set with a black and red ink pad for a whole foursterlingpounds. Bargain! I love it and I’m finding it hard not to use it to write everything.

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This year I have decided to learn more stuff. I like learning and I don’t do enough of it these days. So, why not give French a go. I was fairly good, (and in the top French class at school…although I have no idea how) so I thought I would give it a try once more. Thanks to the app Duolingo, my french has come on leaps and bounds in such a short period of time. With bite size chunks you can get stuck into and stutus bars that slowly go down over time so you have to go back and refresh yourself to keep the bars full. The app gets you to translate English into French and vise versa but it also works with your mobile microphone and gets you to practise speaking your chosen language too. There are so many languages you can choose from to learn from Spanish to Swedish, Ukranian to German. If you have been looking to take up another language, I would highly recommend you do it with Duolingo.

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The Body Finder series by Kimberly Derting. This set of books follows Violet Ambrose, who has a rather morbid gift…she can find dead people. When Violet is near a dead person who has been murdered and not yet laid to rest, they give off an echo. This can be in the form of noise, smell or visionary, but once Violet has caught on, she cannot rest until the body has been found and buried. With a serial killer on the loose in the first book the story moves at a fast pace and its easy to get swept up in all the mystery and teenage drama over her best friend Jay. I am just finishing the second book, and whilst not as fast paced as the first book, it is still a good/easy read. I am hoping for a little more action in the third book though.

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I have a serious macaroon addiction. Yes, they should be covered in liquid gold for the price they want to charge, but you will understand if you have ever had one of these beautifully coloured, crispy fluffy clouds. Julien Plumart‘s are my absolute favourites with flavours such as rose, red berries and violet and salted caramel to name a few. The perfect decadent treat to transport you to Paris in the nineteentwenties…or maybe that’s just me.

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I got a two month free trial of Amazon Prime Instant, which is probably the last thing I needed, given my infatuation with Netflix. However, with Weeds having made the move across to Amazon a while back I never got to finish the saga or fill my Hunter Parish and Guillermo Diaz fix. The most exciting thing about the new year was that it brought the Pretty Little Liars to Netflix. I had to stop watching the girls a few seasons back now, but I was soon buried deep in the mysteries of A. Currently wading my way through House we are now on season six, and I love Hugh Laurie a little more each day. Considering the show works to the same format each episode, it never manages to get boring. A family friend has been telling me I should watch Hostages for ages, so when I saw it pop up on Amazon I took the plunge and I am completely caught up in all the conspiratorial mayhem and intertwining story lines. Go watch them all, now.

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I got this Q&A five year journal for Christmas and I love it. The premise is fairly obvious each day of the year has a different question and 5 opportunities to answer the same question on the same day each year for 5 years, whether consecutive or not. I think it may be really interesting when I am nearing my thirtieth birthday to see how much things have or haven’t  changed from now.

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Shameless selfie. No, its not my face that is my favourite but my necklace! I have long had a love affair with the very talented duo of Sugar and Vice and their much talent at making beautiful accessories. I am completely in love with this pentagram necklace and I have been living in it since it arrived. Perfect for coven chic and witchy wonderfulness. It is one of those necklaces that I am considering buying a backup of, just incase something terrible happens to it. I would really love a mirrored version of it too.

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If you have not listened to the Serial podcast yet, why on earth not?! It will take over your life and soon enough you will be trying to figure out whether Adnan is innocent too or if anyone in this complex story telling the truth?! Told over 12 gripping episodes, we follow the story of Adnan Syed and the murder of his highschool girlfriend Hae Min Lee in 1999. You will hear police interviews and recent accounts of everyone surrounding the murder that winter. As well as phone conversations from Syed from the prison he was sentenced to fifteen years ago. This is a true story and all the accounts you hear are real too. I cannot tell you how good this is and how I need everyone I know to listen to it so we can discuss it in depth, all of the time! I have even gone as far as to download podcasts of other people discussing it to hear their opinions too.

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And lastly, this gem of a song. You know how sometimes you can like an album and then all of a sudden you just become obsessed with one song, well that happened here. The melody and lyrics sung hauntingly by Dallas Green is just perfection. O’sister used to be my favourite until Little Hell usurped it. Have a listen and fall in love with the rawness of Dallas’ voice and beautiful lyrics.