you’re the kind of person I wanna be with when I want to be alone

And I’m back again. It feels good and the sky is blue with bursts of sunshine, winters wink to remind us Spring isn’t far now. As part of my self appointed blogging goals, I have five posts to write this month and this is my second. Something I haven’t done in a while is share with you the “cultural” things I am loving at current. So allow me to take you on a mystical, mostly crime related journey.
Let us begin with Podcasts:

Serial: I have written about Serial before, the true crime podcast to come from This American Life. The first story was completely immersive and gripping and the second installment proves to be nothing short of that that came before. This time we follow Bowe Bergdahl – a US Army soldier held captive by the Taliban for five years. Bergdahl’s legal case is being tried by ‘general court-martial on charges of desertion and misbehavior before the enemy’. As well as following the case, Serial is giving us someback ground from both Bowe and members of the Taliban.
Undisclosed: This podcast is almost a continuation from Serial’s first season when we learned about Adnan Syed’s case. A more in-depth look at the legal side of Syed’s case and updates on his upcoming hearing. Not quite as narrator fed as its precursor but fascinating to listen to if you, like I, am hooked by this forever contradictory story.
Welcome to Night Vale: I’m not going to lie, this podcast is all kinds of strange, but that’s the charm of it. Reminiscent of War of the Worlds with a whole bunch more satire thrown in for good measure. I am only a couple of episodes into this podcast which is presented like a radio show. Offering you all kinds of weird and wonderful announcements and advertisements as well as news for a deserted desert town. Joseph Fink said that he “came up with this idea of a town in that desert where all conspiracy theories were real, and we would just go from there with that understood.”
The Gilmore Guys: Hilarious podcast hosted by two guys in their early twenties. They have taken it upon themselves to watch all the Gilmore Girls episodes and review them through a podcast. Kevin Porter is a long time fan of the show whilst Demi Adejuyigbe is watching them all for the first time. This podcast largely consists of wild tangents, pop-culture references and Emily Gilmore appreciation. I often find myself laughing out loud when listening. For those of you with a deep love of the Gilmore Girls and for those that have never even watched an episode. If you want to be amused and entertained I cannot recommend this podcast enough. I am currently listening to them work through season three of the show and not once have I been disappointed by the Gilmore Guys.

TV:

Making a Murderer: Netflix’s new true crime ten part documentary is thrilling. I loved every second of it and couldn’t bear for it to end, the ups and downs coupled with the crippling injustice of America’s legal service had me hooked. It is the most compelling true crime series I have watched in a while, and even though I really enjoyed the UK’s offering of The Murder Detectives, nothing has had me glued like this did. It follows the story of Steven Avery after he is released from an eighteen year prison sentence for a rape he never committed. Steven takes the Manitowoc County police to court to sue them for the time he spent in prison for something he never did. The police’s many damning failures become more and more obvious and then all of a sudden Steven is arrested for murder. The story becomes so much more outrageous, desperate and ultimately sad that you won’t want to look away either. I urge everyone to watch this show (especially if you’re a fan of Serial).
And Then There Were None: If you know me/have ever read this blog before, you will probably know what a huge Poirot fan I am. In general I am a sucker for anything Agatha Christie – murders, mystery and set in the 1930s, I want in! So along came the BBC with their three part adaptation of this Christie novel; dark and gripping from beginning to end. An amazing cast with Charles Dance and the ever beautiful Aidan Turner and Douglas Booth. Gorgeous backdrop and set dressing and all of the familiar Agatha Christie masterminded mystery and intrigue.
Scorpion: I have always loved a fluffy ‘consultant for the FBI’ type show. You know the ones, where the consultant is smarter and pithier than their FBI counterpart. When the protagonists have all the access and benefits of being in the FBI without having to stick to all the strict rules of the law. Scorpion follows and rag-tag team of geniuses, a pretty single mother who is not herself a genius, and her exceptionally gifted child. They all band together to help catch criminal masterminds and people in need of rescuing. Action packed, funny and an all round easy watch.

Shadowhunters, The Mortal Instruments: I read this series of books a while back. They follow a tiny flame haired girl named Clarey, who up until one day thought she was mortal. Oh how she was wrong. The books and subsequent film join Clarey whilst she tries to navigate her way through a world of warlocks, werewolves and demons. High fantasy meets contemporary, I am so excited for the TV series to come to Netflix this month. However, I would definitely recommend reading the books too.
Pretty Little Liars: The impeccably dressed crime fighting, mystery busting ladies are back on Netflix for the second part of series six next week. The new chapter of the show is set 5 years into the future from where we last left off and A was finally revealed (much to the disappointment of many, including myself). I am looking forward to see where the story is taking us next and where all of the girls are now that A is out of their lives.

Films:

Dear White People: I haven’t watched that many films lately, what with all the podcasts and documentaries, but I did watch this one and I really enjoyed it. A satirical drama, which is beautifully filmed and heavily influenced by Wes Anderson in style. This film follows the building racial tensions at an Ivy League university in America and the reaction once main protagonist Sam White is elected Head of House for Armstrong/Parker – the all black house on campus. The story also follows three other black students and their individual struggles with being black at largely white dominated university. When the son of the schools president and his house come up with a ‘black face’ themed party, tensions boil over and confrontations lead to a fight. Whilst tackling modern day racism this film is also amusing and so beautifully shot. Definitely worth a watch.

Books:

Fangirl: I was in a reading slump for months and I just could not get into any books, and then I picked up a Rainbow Rowell book and everything changed. Fangirl is the second contemporary YA book that I read by Rowell and I loved it. Following the trials and tribulations of being a bookish introvert, Cath, when first starting university – whilst your identical twin seems to be navigating the new world just perfectly. Then along comes the forever smiling Levi and an unlikely friendship in her gruff roommate and things start change a little for Cather. A fanfic writing wiz, Cath is often stuck in her own head in the world of Simon Snow and Baz. Until the people around her slowly start to expand her world to include Simon, Baz and everyone else. A really lovely read with a follow on book: Carry On, which is the completed work of fanfic that Cath is writing throughout the book.
Eleanor & Park: One of the best books I have ever read. The story follows curvy flame-haired Eleanor and her friendship-turned-romance with a boy called Park. Eleanor’s home life is miserable and her new school is proving hard to fit in at. She doesn’t know how not to stand out as much as she would like to. With her mass of hair and patched jeans, Park would really like her to sit anywhere else on the bus that day. However, the seat next to him and his comic books is the only place left. Eventually the pair become friends and then something more. This book is a beautiful story of a damaged girl finding deep and desperate love with a boy she sits next to on the bus and makes her mix-tapes of The Smiths. Sad and a little haunting, I cannot tell you how much I need everyone to read this book. I cried when I finished it, not because it was sad but because it was over and I related to those characters so much, it was grief I felt when it was over.
Walking on Sunshine, 52 small steps to happiness: This book was a very kind and thoughtful gift from someone who knows I suffer from both anxiety and depression. Filled with short anecdotes/essays from a lady who has also tried to overcome these mental health issues. It’s a book I have dipped in to here and there (the book is split into seasons and then chapters within the seasons) and always found something helpful or at least relatable. I have acquired another breathing technique which has already proved to be helpful. Only a small book it is very manageable and not preachy at all, a gift idea for anyone you know that may suffer with the ‘black dog’ and/or anxiety.
All the Bright Places: I haven’t actually read this book yet, it only turned up on my doorstep this morning and I have been to busy blogging to even open it yet but I am excited to read it. The Guardian pegs it as the next The Fault In Our Stars, and that’s a pretty good hook. The front cover says “The story of a girl who learns to live from a boy who wants to die”. The story and friendship of Violet and Finch begins on the ledge of the school bell tower.

These are books that I want to read, so I thought I would include a small synopsis of them all.
This is Where it Ends: a contemporary YA novel about a school shooting. This book follows four students throughout the fifty four minutes of a school shooting. I don’t know a whole lot more about it currently but I have an interest in school shootings and the chance to understand them better, even if only fictional, intrigues me. The concept of different characters telling the story of a shooting is similar to one of my favourite books by Jodi Picoult: 19 Minutes.
Maximum Ride Forever: I was very pleasantly surprised when this book was released as I thought the last book was the finale in the story of Max and her gang of human/bird hybrids. The ninth book in the popular YA series sees Max and the flock seeking answers to the post-apocalyptic world they now inhabit. I think I was around fifteen when I started this journey with Max, Fang and the others and I am very excited to read the (hopefully not last) encore to this story.
Dumplin’: A book that is described as “a book for fans of John Green and Rainbow Rowell” instantly has my attention, pair that with the fact the protagonist is a fat girl and I am definitely needing this book. “With starry Texas nights, red candy suckers, Dolly Parton songs, and a wildly unforgettable heroine”. I love the fact that Willodean Dickson is at home in her fat body and knows that all it takes to get a bikini body is to put one on your body. It doesn’t sound like a whiny “I’m fat so I’ll lose weight and then the boys will like me” book. This sounds like an unapologetic self appreciation book and I need it now!

Music:

Mikky Ekko – Time
Placebo – Every me, Every You
Justin Bieber – Sorry
All very different from one another, so take a listen and let your ears be rewarded with joy.

Wow, that was a rather mammoth post, well done for getting to the end. I hope some inspiration in one or all of these categories was obtained. If anyone else has watched Making a Murderer, please tell me your thoughts, I need to know what other people think. Have you signed the petition?

The words are hushed, lets not get busted

It’s been another month of me being absent on here and I feel bad about it. I like it here, I love to write but I just haven’t been feeling inspired recently. Every time I sit down to type something out my brain’s engine sputters and chugs and eventually comes to a heaving halt. Fear not though, fore it is January and I have decided to write a post every week, even if it is short and I don’t love it.
Here is December in all its iPhone glory:

December, week one.
The time of the year that our house gets transformed into a twinkling wonderland. White paper balls and giant snowflakes hang from the ceiling in our backroom/kitchen. It takes my dad and I around four hours to put up all the paper decorations and lights in just this room and the hallway. Here is a glimpse of our backroom and just a small fraction of the prints we own done by Alex Binnie and Jason Missori. And what kind of week would it be without a gratuitous selfie?!

December, week two.
I borrowed my sisters MAC lipstick in Diva and I love it. Amazingly it works perfectly on both of our skin tones (shes more olive to my transparent complexion). I must own it. Some beautiful tulips, I can never resist a good bunch of tulips. I came across these old photos of me as a tiny person, I think I was around three (nineteenninetythree). My hair was/is still mental and my sister thought it was hilarious that I looked like an old lady.

December, week three.
Florence’s boyfriend bought her a Polaroid camera for Christmas, she was too excited to wait until Christmas day to open her presents so she opened them on the end of my bed after he’d left. I am impressed with the new Polaroids. Christmas day consisted of opening our stockings on my dad’s bed whilst Dolly snuffled all the discarded paper. Boxing day saw our family and friends release twenty five magenta helium balloons in memory of my mum. It was our first Christmas without her and we always have a big get together on boxing day; this was a nice way to remember her.

December, week 4.
That weird week between Christmas and New Years Eve. A selfie, naturally. Some zombie targets I made to go along with a zombie Nerf Crossbow present I had bought; complete with fake blood from Halloween. My sister and dog invaded my room and Dolly was being so cute, so here she is with her little fluffy face.

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!

I am not a huge fan of the celebrations surrounding NYE, as I have written before. However, this year was very pleasant and chilled. We released the last balloon for my mum and let off a huge glitter confetti cannon (which we are still walking into our house now…and its all up the street. whoops). Oh, and obviously there was Jooles Holland to be watched.
I hope you all enjoyed your festivities over the last few weeks, and I shall see you all next week.

 

we’ll take a cup of kindness yet, for auld lang syne

I have always hated New Years Eve. There is something so monumentally depressing about the whole thing. As usual, this year I shall be spending my evening in my pajamas in front of Jules Holland and pretending the whole thing isn’t happening. I am not sure why I feel this way really, perhaps its the forced festivities and reverent reflection upon the past year. I know that it is partly to do with the pressure of having the most wonderful night you can ever possibly have ever. Plus the paying to get into a normal pub you would normally frequent, for it to be exactly the same and no wonderland as the price of the ticket you’ve paid for suggests it should be.
When I was little we used to go to my Grandma and Grumpy’s (that’s what I call my Grandad) and they would throw huge parties. At midnight my grandma would grab a silver tray and serving spoons and we would all pile out into the street, form a circle holding hands and sing Auld Lang Syne. Whilst my grandma banged the tray with her spoons, full of life and love and gin. I miss her everyday, more on special occasions and New Year is no exception. The image of her in the street is the first that comes to mind whenever someone mentions this time of year.
If, however, you love New Years Eve, please have a fantastic night! Ignore my baa humbug attitude and paint the town red. Make memories and meet lovely people. Here’s to 2014!

TO ABSENT FRIENDS AND FAMILIES.